Forgiveness

For me, it takes a LOT to get me upset and to really not like you.
I have learned a lot this past year.
As I reflect on 2013, I think about some relationships that I have had.
I realized that I may have outgrown some people for a reason.
The reason can sometimes be unknown, but it was for a reason.
Rather it be a good one or a bad one, they are no longer apart of my everyday life.

And thats cool.

I do believe that God wants us to forgive people because he loves us all no matter what we do.
I forgive people and I let things go, but I don't forget.
Then I think about it, does God still forgives us and remember what we did in the past or does it even matter?

Well, going into 2014, I want to be able to forgive and let go. Forget, Idk lmao but maybe I should.
One particular friendship that I had was tarnished due to jealousy and just being stupid with words and I feel like it sucks that their true colors came out.

I think for me, I forgave them and I have let it go but I just don't like what happened.
I guess it still bothers me that the person turned out to be someone that I didn't know.

But its okay to be hurt right? Is there a specific time when you should be over the hurt?

Idk. I am sure still going to pray on it and reflect.

I'm happy it happened though because I am starting to see who actually cares about me and are interested in my well being. 
I hate when people try to take advantage of you and just treat you like crap.

So, in conclusion to the New Year, I will forgive people. 
I will never stop but I will let go of pettiness.
I am not a fake person, so when I ask about your well being, I'm being genuine.
I wont stop being genuine and just be me.
Either you are going to like me or not, either way, it is what it is.

So Happy New Year, a year of fun, laughter, happy cries, and soo much to learn for the better years to come!